ghosts will gather what they found.

a lot of magnetic fields lately. typically hot days, rainy nights. both times of the day spent indoors wishing i was further away than anyone could imagine.

lately all i can think about is the apocalypse. the rapture. end of the world bull shit. i'm getting obsessed with death and sickness. plagues. you know, anything morbid and disturbing. goth. oh, and anything &everything involving lewis carroll.

there are so many times i wish i could be as spontaneous as i used to be. but being beaten down by responsibility, it's hard to make anything passionate anymore. and lately, it's all been about money, paying bills, getting to work on time, and making sure ben gets out when i get home.

my digital camera has been.. affected since late april. drunk birthday girl.