watching love grow, forever.: July 2006

when it comes to actually "working", i spend time folding towels, answering clients' phone calls, &tending to the needs of the stylists here at paragon. however, when it comes to the other 90% of my time being managed, materialism comes into play. endless visits to blue bee, e-bay &zappos. any sugar daddies [or momma's] who'd like to swing my way are more than welcome to:

ysl vincennes muse bag.

christian dior glossy oversized sunglasses.

marc by marc jacobs handbag.

dolce &gabbana leopard print dress. like... do i need to say anything?

it's painful to look at anything else, really.

No more talk about the old days. It's time for something great.

i've slept practically all weekend due to an emergency room visit that lasted hours. there are a few things keeping me awake though. 50 cent raises being among them. $$$.

new apartment weekend after next. paintpaintpaint.

falling in love looks like this..

coil.

still recovering from the haze that is this week and the one prior. i believe i might still be in it.

today, eddie &i have been together for an entire year. three-hundred &sixty-five days. when you break it down into days, it seems pretty miniscule. i believe that in the year that's passed, seconds have been skipped. tiny little pieces of time to make the year go by that much quicker. i can honestly say that i am baffled as to how i have managed to let a whole year slip from underneath me.

last thursday is a blur starting from 3 til about midnight. the outcome is as follows:

my life has started to become one huge mistake. this is the first step. i'm in love with it.

i'd like to trade a few skyscrapers for the beach a little bit this weekend. maybe i have a landlocked persona in that i want to spend every minute down by the water and alongside the coast. or maybe it's just that there are a few drinks down in daytona with my name on them.

remember the small things.

nineteen years ago today, i made my parents the happiest couple in a california hospital. instead of celebrating, i'm working. making endless amounts of money watching the digital clock on the computer monitor creep more toward 5:30.