this city's no longer mine, there's sadness written on every corner.

a quick rundown of october's highly uneventful events: too many bills, too many ignored phone calls, one less roommate, one more reason i find it hard to trust people/girls, a hectic work/school schedule, and a halloween spent in front of the television with a new/old friend.

and with november up and running i've acquired a new roommate, an apartment that is more than clean 95.7% of the time, christmas lights on the window, and a plane ticket to san francisco, california on tuesday, november 21st. thanksgiving will be spent at a table full of my dad's relatives and we will more than likely hear a few stories concerning my father and his seven siblings' upbringing.

i've found a type of comfort in actually setting goals for myself to accomplish. the control freak in me has come to life and i'm looking forward to the day i'm packing my things up for a move to new york or some other city that i'll have more opportunities in. i've come to the point in my life where i feel as though i am comparing every social experience to the ones i experienced at age 15 to age 18. times will change and people will begin to see things differently. i'm seeing college as an excuse to get out of georgia. that or the weekly mega millions lotto ticket that will one day, mark these words, win the jackpot.