scattered, covered.

i feel as though i am completely starting over this blog. new camera. finally. sony cybershot. washington mutual should be calling me about possible fraudulent charges considering the amount of money i have spent in the past week and a half. it's inhumane.




school started tuesday. it was only necessary to take a smiling 'back-to-school' photo in the courtyard waiting for my 11 o'clock history class to start. i am finally happy that i am making strides towards being more responsible than ever. i will leave my naive adolesence at the door for now. however, when it decides to return, if it ever shall, i will not completely turn it away.



that face.



the view. all day. every day. tuesday through saturday. it gets old.



for some reason last night, i had the brilliant idea of springing up from my bed and taking eddie and i to waffle house in buckhead. it's going to become tradition. and i spent $1 in the jukebox before i even looked at the selection. worst idea ever. dido, steve miller band, ccr, death cab for cutie, coldplay, and LONESTAR. i picked the first one i planted my finger on with my eyes closed.. and the night continued as follows..





grin & bear.

he'll never return it.

radiohead needs to cover 'unravel' by bjork.



asap.

ghosts will gather what they found.

a lot of magnetic fields lately. typically hot days, rainy nights. both times of the day spent indoors wishing i was further away than anyone could imagine.

lately all i can think about is the apocalypse. the rapture. end of the world bull shit. i'm getting obsessed with death and sickness. plagues. you know, anything morbid and disturbing. goth. oh, and anything &everything involving lewis carroll.

there are so many times i wish i could be as spontaneous as i used to be. but being beaten down by responsibility, it's hard to make anything passionate anymore. and lately, it's all been about money, paying bills, getting to work on time, and making sure ben gets out when i get home.

my digital camera has been.. affected since late april. drunk birthday girl.